Insecurity

Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity

Okay, so that’s not my butt.

But sometimes I totally feel like that. I started this post like a week ago, because I really didn’t want to write it. Certain things are so hard to just “put out there”, and this is one of them. Like many women, I’m not thrilled with my weight, and yes, it makes me feel super insecure sometimes. Other times, I could really care less, because big or small I’m still me, and my husband really likes me. I call him a chubby chaser, and he says “No, I’m a Kristy Chaser”. They’re pretty much synonymous, but you really can’t argue with his logic. Bottom line, I like me. At times I’m insecure with how certain clothes fit me, and yeah, I’d like to lose a few pounds, but mostly I just want to be healthy, and if I stay a thick girl… I’m totally okay with that. I rock it.

Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you

My first initial thought was that no one inspires me, but in reality I am inspired by many many people on a daily basis in a very many different areas. I guess my first thought was “no one”, because it’s hard for me to pinpoint just one.  I’m easily inspired. 🙂 I’ve been inspired by authors, artists, musicians, chefs, poets, preachers, etc. I could post a number of different pictures, but right now today, I’ll post a picture of someone who I’m inspired by right now, this very day.

Author Elizabeth Gilbert

I know I’m about 5 years behind everyone else, but I just finished reading Eat, Pray, Love. I’d begun my spiritual/writing journey earlier this year (and I’m a total foodie) so this book was extremely timely. It inspired me to continue or step up some things I’d been doing, as well as opened up some other ideas that have begun to churn in me. Great book, great author.

Positive productivity…

I’m conducting an experiment…
I took a little time to reflect after my “crybaby post”…
I’m going to purposefully and consciously spend my time on positive, productive things. I’m walking away from facebook for a bit, because really, it depresses me. Idk why, it just does, and I’m feeling rather depressed as of late. Since my little basket of “productive things” includes writing, blogging is definitely going to be an appetizer to that. I’ll be doing some personal stuff as well as exercises and initial work for a much larger project, but this here blog will be a warm up, and let’s face it–I just really love my little corner of the interwebs.

I keep seeing people talk “31 day photo challenge”. I’m thinking I may do this… could be fun, especially if I can get my other bloggy friends on board (Chris, Sarah, this means you). Here’s the list:

Day 01 – A picture of yourself with ten facts
Day 02 – A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 – A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 04 – A picture of your night
Day 05 – A picture of your favorite memory
Day 06 – A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 – A picture of your most treasured item
Day 08 – A picture that makes you laugh
Day 09 – A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 – A picture of the person you do the craziest things with
Day 11 – A picture of something you hate
Day 12 – A picture of something you love
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 – A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 – A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 – A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 – A picture and a letter
Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
Day 21 – A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 – A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 – A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 – A picture of your day
Day 26 – A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 – A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 – A picture of something you’re afraid of
Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 – A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 – A picture of yourself

Introspection coupled with my fear of posting pictures of myself… could be fun. Even if no one ever looks at it all, it could be rather therapeutic. Yeah, I just convinced myself. I’m in.